SEMI-HIATUS

i have so little time to blog lately so i might only post once or twice a year haha but i'm still locking this journal to FRIENDS-ONLY. so if you still want to be my friend please do these following steps :

1. add me first.
2. comment with name, age, country. all comments are screened, so no worries.
3. i will add you back once i'm online in here>

( MY UBER LONG FANFICS INDEX )

since i'm such a forgetful girl, so here are the list of my resources :

( from livejournal.com )

( from devianart.com )

( from websites )

will add more ^^

since LJ can't store past layouts, i feel like i need to make a separate page to archive my layouts. i have been doing this since i first time blogged in year 2003, so here they are :

( Layout Parade )

it's been few weeks since RyoPi dropped the "bomb" to NEWS fandom when they decided to withdraw from the group and i still haven't really poured all my feelings about it. when i heard it for the first time, i felt numb all the sudden, angry, upset, betrayed. yes, betrayed probably the best word to describe my feeling that moment. Yamapi already promised that he wouldn't betray us NEWS fans even when he's on his solo projects, but look at now *sighs*

i'm not surprised for Ryo though, being in 2 groups must be really hard for him, the clash schedules, more songs and dance moves to remember. but i shouldn't be surprised for Yamapi either, right from the start, he never really accepted NEWS members as his "friends" only as "members". i thought after their comeback from hiatus in early 2007, he already changed his mind, but apparently i was wrong. he still considers Koyama, Shige, Massu and Tegoshi as fellow members only. i think it's Ryo's presence that made him stayed. so when Ryo reached his peak and said he couldn't be in 2 groups anymore, he decided to follow and there, we have 4-nin NEWS now. from 9-nin to 4-nin, wow!

i'm glad JE didn't disband NEWS, i'm sure 4-nin NEWS will still shine even without the 2 most popular members. i won't be RyoPi's anti either. no matter how angry, upset, disappointed i am, i still adore them as idols. i have been NEWS fan since their debut day, i witnessed everything, their ups and downs in the last 8 years. NEWS fandom is amazing! the fans are also amazing, i met many awesome friends in the fandom and even when we don't really talk much anymore, i know i can still call them as friends. so thank you NEWS!

i was really excited when KIMCHI first announced, i even joined W Productions membership even when i haven't got a clue about who's gonna perform there yet. coz as a fan of K-Pop, i'm sure there should be at least 1 group that i like haha. so when they finally announced the artist : Park Jungmin, The Boss, Girl's Day, X-5 (which even haven't debuted yet) and lastly Super Junior, i was ecstatic xD i even already planned to book VIP coz i wanted to see them close-up. but when they announced the ticket prices and venue plan. i gave up, Rp.2.500.000 for VIP and Rp.2.000.000 for festival 1 are just beyond my budget. the only reason why i wanted to see the concert was SuJu (i was still high after SS3 Singapore btw), and i already saw them close enough. so i only booked tribune 2 ticket (the cheapest one xD).

( more about KIMCHI 2011 )

i better type this before i forget everything ^^;; TBH i can't say i'm an ELF (nickname for Super Junior fans), coz they are not my no.1 group in K-Pop, but i have known these guys since 2005, and Miracle was my first Suju song. i adore them and i like most of their songs, so when i have a chance to watch their concert in Singapore, i know i have to go! thank you so much to Rei/towa_no_imi for helping us bought the ticket *hugs*.


( report, photos, fancams of SS3 Singapore )

stolen from nefretiriii & tsuyogari171

Rules and Guidelines:
1. I watch 100 movies & dorama or more in 2009.
2. I keep track of how many I watch in this post.
3. I only record first-time movies or dorama.
4. If you want to recommend any movies to me, go for it. (I'll pin this entry on the top of my LJ until 2009 ends)

( the list so far ... )

i'm helping a dear friend to spread the very first Indonesian fans project for KinKi Kids. so if love KinKi Kids or just want to participate on the project, please take a look under cut (i'm simply copy paste from the original format ^^;;)

(  I kara no ♥ to KINKI KIDS )

this project sounds FUN! KinKi Kids was my first favorite group of JE, infact they were the reason why i started this fandom, ah memories <33 i still listen to their songs and i wish all the best for this project! peachie_cyo, ganbaree!!!

hello, haven't been flailing in LJ for a long time (is posting birthday wishes also counted as flailing?). i'm alive and i have another new fandom *get bricked*! i seriously didn't plan for this, but i have to admit i have expanded my fandom to k-pop *hides*! yes, i know most of u don't know much about it. but i really really want to introduce my current obsession <33 and today is a perfect day for it since it's KIM SUNG JE's 23rd birthday!!! (well, in Korea he's 24)



( the story behind my new fandom )

ps : and no, i don't leave JE esp. NEWS fandom ^^

today is dad's first death anniversary, again time flies so fast. there are still things that i regret, things i haven't been able to say to him. i hope he's resting in peace now. my prayers always go to him and i hope he's still watching me from above as my guardian angel.

Father and daughter

Father and daughter spend some quiet time together in the living room
Shining through the curtain is the sun
And outside is the glorious afternoon

Father reads to his daughter the story they love
Father and daughter enjoy each other's company
Father takes his daughter by the hand
As they take a walk outside

Father cares for his daughter
And always wishes the very best to happen to her

this poem reminds me so much of him, i was quite close with him. being the 2nd child from 4 siblings, i always thought my parents didn't love me as much as my other siblings. but dad never favored anyone, he loved us all of us equally and never ashamed to show it.

Papa, i love you and i miss you so terribly much!

and no, i don't forget today is also a special day for Tegoshi.

all the best for you ♥ ♥ ♥!!

today is sylviaunited's first death anniversary. time flies really fast. it's like only yesterday i met her for the first time in KFC Melawai and we chatted about NEWS for hours then exactly one year ago she's gone forever. she was an amazing friend, online and in real life, her passion and faith for 8 NEWS inspired me a lot though she only became NEWS fan after the hiatus, i really admire her. she was also a fighter, though she lost her battle against meningtis but she fought till the end.



i'm using RyoShige coz she loved them with all her heart, even on her last days, she wanted us to update her with a fanfic of RyoShige. and i found this poem and i think it's really beautiful and fit for her. i'm not good with words, so i hope this poem will convey my feeling for her loss.

If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again

No farewell words were spoken
No time to say goodbye
You were gone before we knew it
And only God knows why

Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know

But now we know you want us
To mourn for you no more
To remember all the happy times
Life still has much in store

Since you'll never be forgotten
We pledge to you today
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you'll always stay

goodbye Syl, we love you and we will never forget you!

I've now got the new LiveJournal Messenger. My Windows Live ID is nichiya@livejournal.com. Sign up now and we can chat!

dear f-list,

i'm sorry but i just did another major friends cut. if u can't read THIS, please don't feel offended.

i hate to do this, but i'm sorta tired to see my long list of friends but i don't feel close or know half of my f-list T_T some of you have dead journals, some of you never commented or even read my entries and vice versa. to those who already added in my facebook, twitter or YM, we can still keep in touch that way. i guess this is for the best, no hard feelings please.

if you think i cut you by mistake, please comment or pm me, and i will add you back. and to those who are still in my f-list and want me off from yours, please feel free to remove me and i will do the same. all comments are screened.

i wish you all good luck and i hope we can be better friends in the future, who knows? ♥

wallpaper :
[2] NEWS
[1] Yamashita Tomohisa
[1] Uchi Hiroki

resolution : 1024 x 768

preview :


( more under cut )

SE phone theme :

group : NEWS
graphic : Lawson wallies from daelite ♥

preview : (click to enlarge)


MF : 176 x 220 | 240 x 320

the theme only works for Sony Ericsson phones, sorry T_T

comments if taking will be much appreciated <33

promised cess_chan to show the pikeiko's pics rumour back in 2005. here are some of my collection xD

click to enlarge :


( more photos including the famous purichu! )

yay, i finally landed safely in singapore! the journey yesterday was hectic! i arrived in batam at 1 pm, but refused to take taxi since it's around Rp.70.000! so i waited for shuttle bus and had to take another public transportation to the port, lucky everything was okay! i didn't have many trouble finding the meeting location, so i met Ayu's husband Zso-Zso around 5.45 pm.

so happy to meet Ayu again, and now they have a newborn baby named Adam, he's so cute and big! i mean 8 kg for 4 months old baby is considered big right? but he's really cute calm baby *pinches* will post pics once i get back to indonesia.

i will meet Wid and Cindi soon! then will have karaoke with some SG NEWS fans, otanoshimi ♥

coz everyone has done this xD

oh lol, i even didn't pick black as my fave color ^^;; am i that scary? i should have been stamped as Ryo then, not Massu ^^;;

and YAY for KUMON! anything with interaction between Uchi or Notti with NEWS will definitely make me HYPER! i hope this rumor is true, and oh they have the theme song for the CM already. i hope they will release a digital single with PV like TU-YU ^^ i can't wait to see Uchi & Shige together. and lately Nakamaru has been my fave in KAT-TUN so yeah, more YAY!

as for Yamapi, except for j-web diary, he has nothing lol! he mentioned about losing his keitai on taxi (again!) but being positive person he is, he said he wasn't anxious, coz he would definitely get it back, and he did, yay!

ah i read in here about the result of 12th Nikkan Sports Drama Grand Prix- Winter 2009 Rankings! what a popularity contest indeed o_O a battle between KAT-TUN/Kame and Arashi/Ohno fans! well for me, imo, RESCUE is the BEST! not because Massu on it, coz the story is such a heart-wrenching and i always cried in every episodes, damn! sadly no one announced about the voting in news_jpop, i'm sure we will fight for Massu too!

last night i checked my f-list and saw that newest scans of Duet, Potato, Wink Up have been posted at yamapi85 (thanx Emy-chan!), as usual i browsed through the scans to see if there's any TegoPi sightings, and i ended up being disappointed as always LOL. there are KoyaShige, RyoPi, TegoMassu, KoyaPi, RyoShige, but no TegoPi *depressed*

until this morning, w_ryoku sent me an e-mail with some translation of KoyaMassuPi cross talk interview which kindly translated by towa_no_imi <33

IT'S FULL OF TEGOPI LOVE ♥ ♥ ♥

towa_no_imi : they said something about Tegoshi and his cross dressing lol.
he appeared in the high school girl costume during the interview,
he was matching up the clothes for tomorrow on stage.
and Tegoshi was like "doumo~~" omg
everyone was like "lmao" and going "yabai i can't see him as anyone else but a girl".
then Yamapi told him to turn and face the back and he did.
then Yamapi was like "wow Tegoshi, let's go out together some time" and then linked arms with him and walked to the jrs' room!
they also led him to the security room.
and they told the guard that this girl got lost.

here is the original text :


i'm the happiest fangirl <333

Title : The end of summer
Author : nichiya
Pairing : TegoPi
Rating : R
Genre : AU, angst?
Disclaimer : none are mine T_T
Words : 4,023
Summary : He didn’t know why his heart beat faster than usual. Maybe it was because she looked different that night. Maybe it was the rain. Maybe it was the coldness. Yes, he blamed on the rain. He knew it was wrong but he wanted her.
A/N : girl!tegoshi again, inspired by “14sai no haha” drama, so you get what the story is about ne?
Beta-ed by : snowy_yuki, thank you so much <33

( It was Monday morning. Another week has started yet again. 15 years old Tegoshi Yuya sighed for the nth time. She was waiting for her train to school anxiously. She cursed herself for being overslept. She knew she was going to be late then. )

first time sharing theme for SE phones ^^

group : NEWS
magazine : Josei Jishin scanned by aishahsun
ringtone : NEWS - Fly Again (chorus)
sms tone : NEWS - Fly Again (intro)

Preview : (click to enlarge)



MF : 176 x 220 | 240 x 320

comments if taking will be much appreciated <33

Title : Like A Rose
Author : nichiya
Pairing : TegoPi
Rating : PG-13
Genre : au, angst?
Disclaimer : none are mine, except the plot T_T
Words : 5,964
Summary : He could smell her rose scented hair. He just hoped she couldn’t feel his pounding heart beat. She fell asleep first, he secretly kissed her hair. He still could hear her steady breathing sound and how he wished time would stop, and two of them would be together like this forever.
A/N : My first writing after months of hiatus. I always wanted to write Tegoshi as a girl and I used to write het so why not?
Beta-ed by : chartre, thank you so much <33

( Rain poured heavily on the day Yamashita Tomohisa entered his new school. He didn’t like the smell of rain, he never did. )

i'm selling some HSJ singles and their first concert dvd.

the list :
♥ Single - Dreams Come True LE
♥ Single - Your Seed LE -> SOLD!
♥ Single - Mayonaka no Shadow Boy LE -> SOLD!
♥ DVD - Debut & First Concert ~ Ikinari! in Tokyo Dome

( click here for more details )

i have million things to say, but now :

THANK YOU, pankponk, yamanino, navybluechan, tsuyogari171, putztojin, Leli-chan, nadcheechi, my_ordinarydays, Cien, snowy_yuki, misao_shige, alize_sakura, Adez, and yoko2yara

i burst into tears for all the love, care, kindness and supports u all gave me T_T

I LOVE YOU ALL ♥ ♥ ♥

Title : FIRST
Author : nichiya
Pairing : Yabu Kouta x Arioka Daiki (Yabaiki)
Fandom : Hey! Say! JUMP
Rating : NC-17
Words : 3531
Beta : snowy_yuki
Summary : the first date, the first kiss, the first sex, the first morning after, you get the idea ne? LMAO

A/N : new OTP, yay! I always thought these two would make a cute couple together. I have some plot bunnies in my mind, but never got a chance to write them down. After some encouragement from navybluechan and a new plot from snowy_yuki, I decided to write my first HSJ fanfic, yoroshiku!



( Daiki blinked. How he always waited for their first kiss, the sweet soft kiss. )